Life and the Places We Go

I can see where I want my life to go, it's just a really rocky road.

There's just so much I want to do, I don't think one life can fit it all.

I have a wonderful boyfriend and great friends, but I've lost so many.

I want to be a math teacher, but I want to act, on stage, forever.

I want to have kids right now, but I'm not ready to get married.

I want to spend a year in Africa, but I don't want to leave what I have here.

I want to be able to be upstairs during church, but I can't abandon the kids I teach downstairs.

I honestly don't ever want to leave my church, my home, but I want to get out of here and travel.

I want to speak my mind and know what my mind wants to speak, but I don't want to offend or hurt.

What to do? What to do?

I was going to put a nice, little, fancy math thing on here for you, but I don't know how to make the square root symbol on the interwebz.

I love math.

And I love you.