Idahoooooo!

So I'm leaving for Idaho at 0600hrs tomorrow morning. How much fun, right?
My church (Church of God of Prophecy) is worldwide, and every two years, we have a regional convention, and I get to go this time! :D
It's even more exciting, because I'm going to be appointed to State Youth Director. So basically, I plan state-wide youth activities, youth retreats, etc., and I get to visit all of the youth groups. Pumped!

So Mallory, Sheri, Kyle, my mom and I will be leaving in the wee hours of the morning to drive about ten hours to Boise, Idaho.

Oh and btw, I'm not even packed yet. :)

Summer, cats and books...

It seriously feels like forever since I've blogged.

If three months is forever, then I guess it has been.

Summer is finally here, and I don't think I'm as pumped as I should be. I LOVE summer, but it doesn't really feel like summer to me. I guess life has changed too much this past year for it to feel the same. When a person goes through life altering changes, their life can't go back to where it was.

I've already lost all the momentum of this blog and have a lack of words.

That seems to happen to me.

I thought if I had a blog, maybe I would have important and thought-provoking things to say, but I suppose it doesn't work that way.

I only know five or six people on this blogspot anyhow; I don't think anybody really reads this.

My cat, Margaret, had kittens about four weeks ago, so if anyone would like a kitten, let me know; they're free. I love them. They are adorable. They really brighten my world.

It's been a year now since I graduated high school. It feels like ages. I think everything feels like longer than it is. I kind of would like to go for a bike ride, but I'll probably just go to bed and read.

Speaking of reading, I've been reading some really good books lately, and I think I'm going to start a new book review blog, so if you're looking for some good books, let me know.

If anyone reads this, feel free to talk to me.

But I don't want to sound desperate.

Life and the Places We Go

I can see where I want my life to go, it's just a really rocky road.

There's just so much I want to do, I don't think one life can fit it all.

I have a wonderful boyfriend and great friends, but I've lost so many.

I want to be a math teacher, but I want to act, on stage, forever.

I want to have kids right now, but I'm not ready to get married.

I want to spend a year in Africa, but I don't want to leave what I have here.

I want to be able to be upstairs during church, but I can't abandon the kids I teach downstairs.

I honestly don't ever want to leave my church, my home, but I want to get out of here and travel.

I want to speak my mind and know what my mind wants to speak, but I don't want to offend or hurt.

What to do? What to do?

I was going to put a nice, little, fancy math thing on here for you, but I don't know how to make the square root symbol on the interwebz.

I love math.

And I love you.